Well…

… sometimes I just need to write… get my feelings out. I think the end is near. I am a pretty stubborn person. When someone tells me something won’t work or won’t last I want to prove them wrong…. A lot of people say a long distance relationship won’t work and I secretly new it. It is hard when the other half is really private and won’t message you back… or is so afraid you will think of them poorly they won’t let you in. I am really sick of people also thinking I am some wimpy thang that needs to be “protected”. Either way… when you hold information back… sometimes the lies come to protect yourself and I am not stupid… I see the lies. So, i am 100% sure the end is near. I love that guy so of course it hurts a little bit but that is life… I just wished he would understand I am here for him but OH WELL… I am thinking a big single pityparty is coming up!!

I think what makes it worse is there are quite a few people that will be happy about the upcoming break up…. that is almost what hurts the most because up until recently I have been very happier… HAPPIER than I have been in a long time…

Needless to say… because I am being so honest about my feelings I am going private again… Don’t want the social media world to know how I feel… only those I choose… AS USUAL!!!